An Honest Question in a Mad Time

When they told you it was okay to kill George Floyd over counterfeit 20s, or Eric Garner for selling loose cigarettes, did you really think they would condemn the murders of Renee Good or Alex Pretti?

As the regime falters, as the lies are exposed, two things are happening. The base is shrinking, but it’s getting more vocal. It’s getting mad at having to do the mental gymnastics, and it’s taking that anger out on everyone else. This is how systems work.

This isn’t about politics, per se, though we need political solutions.

Our system has always been tenuous, has often forced us into zero-sum, binary assumptions.

But our system has not always yielded such toxic fruit.

You can be skeptical about both major parties but also realize that the President and his closest allies are pushing specific buttons for illiberal, undemocratic reasons.

People in both major parties have always lied, cheated, and stolen. Most humans do. That doesn’t excuse us from saying other true things. That doesn’t mean the specter of actual fascism is something we just live with because both so-called sides are “equally bad.”

The truth is, they aren’t. And I’ll be nuanced: MAGA and Republican aren’t the same thing. At least, they didn’t used to be. George W. Bush created ICE, but he never weaponized it like this. Barack Obama, Democrat, deported more people than Trump could ever dream of, but he didn’t do it like this. I don’t recall suggestions from either of those administrations that ICE could or should operate with complete impunity. I don’t recall either administration begging federal judges to allow warrantless searches. I don’t remember either of those presidents suggesting that someone like Alex Pretti was probably a criminal because he was legally carrying a firearm while helping a woman who’d been assaulted by federal agents.

In a sane time, no one would need bother pointing this out. But, as Wendell Berry said:

To be sane in a mad time
is bad for the brain, worse
for the heart. The world
is a holy vision, had we clarity
to see it—a clarity that men
depend on men to make.

That’s frustrating. Heartbreaking. Maddening. Probably true.

I will have missed much in this short post. I’m white, straight, middle class. We now know those things won’t necessarily save me from ICE, but I also know they mean I’m already, by default, safer than many people I love. I may have been too gracious in parsing good-actor Republicans from the red-hatted polloi. Afterall, even many non-MAGA folks have repugnant views and vote in unconscionable ways. I’m also aware that saying we need a whole different system can present as expecting perfection from Democrats, and that’s not helpful, either.

As I write this, much of the country is covered in snow and under Cold Weather Advisory. Dangerous conditions, apt metaphors.


Just Published: “Grazing on the Kyll” at Earth & Altar

Many thanks to Earth & Altar and arts and culture editor Terry J. Stokes for thoughtfully engaging this piece and giving it a wonderful home.

“Grazing on the Kyll” is a sonnet in the Petrarchan or Italian model, inspired by recent reading and revisiting of formal structures. It opened up the writing of two other pieces, which I hope to place soon.

While I have never been of the opinion that there is only one way to write (and I don’t typically write formal verse), the challenge of the form was rewarding for me as a writer. I hope it will be rewarding for readers, too.

Read it here, and feel free to comment below!

Unserious People, Serious Consequences

When chronically unserious people are also deadly serious about their ill-formed and misguided agendas, and are given serious power, there are serious consequences. God help us.

Once when I was praying, asking God to bless my children, I felt the sense that God was asking me to bless God’s children, too.

So, wringing my hands about this Administration online doesn’t do much. What does it mean for us to actively bless God’s children, and by this I mean all people, when so many are either actively cheering on the weaponization of all of our worst instincts or are ambivalent about it?

How often can serious people of good faith look around and say, in case you didn’t know, none of this is normal? Every week there is a new low.

It’s not enough to post about it online. It’s not enough to say God help us. But I’ll still do both. And I will try to be wise about other steps.

What’s Really at Stake in the Medicaid and ACA Fight — and the Myth About “Free Healthcare for Illegals”

Visit just about any major government agency webpage and you’ll get a message that the “Radical Left has shut down the Government.” The President and his allies say it’s because Democrats want to give free healthcare to undocumented people (or, in their parlance, illegal aliens, even if many have provisional status).

The heart of the matter:

  1. Deep cuts to Medicaid enacted in 2025 — tighter eligibility, reduced federal support, and added red tape;
  2. The potential end of enhanced Affordable Care Act (ACA) subsidies, which help millions of Americans afford health insurance.

Democrats argue that both measures will lead to skyrocketing costs and coverage losses for working- and middle-class families. Independent analysts — including the Congressional Budget Office (CBO) and the Kaiser Family Foundation (KFF) — largely back up those warnings.

Millions of Americans have already been notified by their insurance providers that their premiums will dramatically increase to unstainable levels.

But the debate has also been clouded by a wave of misinformation, particularly claims that Democrats are trying to give “free health care to illegals.” That talking point has little basis in fact.

1. The Real Impact of Medicaid Cuts

The Republican reconciliation law known as the “One Big Beautiful Bill Act” (OBBBA), passed on July 4, 2025, slashes over $1 trillion from Medicaid and the Children’s Health Insurance Program (CHIP) over ten years, according to the CBO.

Analysts estimate that between 7.8 and 10.3 million people are projected to lose Medicaid coverage by 2034, depending on how states respond:

Many of those who lose coverage still technically meet eligibility rules but get tripped up by new work-reporting or documentation requirements — procedural “drop-offs” that states are not equipped to handle efficiently.

Rural hospitals, which depend heavily on Medicaid reimbursements, face what Axios calls a “one-two punch” of funding cuts and coverage losses. Several could close outright.

The Medicare Rights Center estimates these changes could lead to tens of thousands of additional deaths per year due to reduced access to care.

1A. Context: The Current October 2025 Shutdown

To clarify the present fight: OBBBA is already law. The current October 2025 government shutdown has big triggered by its fallout. As the law’s healthcare provisions began to take effect, millions started receiving notices about coverage loss or higher premiums.

In response, Democrats are refusing to approve new government funding — via a continuing resolution (CR) or budget package — unless it restores or delays OBBBA-driven Medicaid cuts and extends ACA subsidies. Republican leaders have insisted the OBBBA reductions remain in place. That standoff is what has shut down large parts of the federal government this month.

In short, this is a funding fight over whether to reverse or uphold OBBBA’s Medicaid and ACA subsidy changes.

2. The ACA Subsidy Rollback: Premium Shock

Even for those not on Medicaid, another looming threat is the expiration of the enhanced ACA premium tax credits, which were expanded during COVID and later extended through the Inflation Reduction Act. If they lapse, millions will see monthly premiums jump sharply — in many cases double or more:

  • The CBO projects that 4.2 million additional people would lose insurance if these subsidies expire.
  • KFF’s modeling shows an average 75% increase in out-of-pocket premiums.
  • Some states could see hikes exceeding 100%, according to insurer filings reported by Health System Tracker.

In other words: the claim that ending these subsidies would “soar insurance costs for millions” is not hyperbole — it’s consistent with the best available data.

3. Are the Democrats Right?

On balance, yes. Projections from nonpartisan and centrist sources largely support their case: OBBBA’s Medicaid cuts and allowing enhanced ACA subsidies to expire are likely to lead to millions losing coverage and sharply higher costs for those who remain insured.

Exact outcomes depend on implementation — e.g., whether states cushion the blow with their own funds, whether Congress delays certain provisions, or how strictly administrative burdens are enforced — but the trendlines are clear and unfavorable for low- and middle-income households.

Even FactCheck.org, which scrutinizes partisan claims, finds that these warnings are “largely consistent with independent projections.”

4. The “Free Healthcare for Illegals” Myth

One of the more charged talking points is that Democrats are fighting to give “free health care” to undocumented immigrants. That’s a myth.

What the law actually says:

  • Undocumented immigrants are barred from Medicaid, Medicare, CHIP, and ACA subsidies under federal law. (KFF explainer)
  • The enhanced ACA subsidies Democrats want to preserve do not apply to undocumented immigrants; they benefit U.S. citizens and lawfully present immigrants. (Georgetown CCF fact check)
  • A few state-funded programs (e.g., in California, Illinois, New York) offer limited coverage to undocumented residents — but those are state initiatives, not federal policy.

So why the myth? Because it’s effective politics. By implying that “illegals” are receiving taxpayer-funded benefits, opponents distract from the actual content of the bills — which overwhelmingly affect citizens and legal residents. As The Guardian notes, the strategy is to pivot away from coverage losses toward resentment-driven sound bites.

5. What’s Really at Stake

At its core, this is a fight over priorities:

  • Do we fund healthcare access for low- and middle-income families, or redirect those funds toward tax cuts and deficit trimming?
  • Do we sustain programs that reduced uninsured rates to historic lows, or accept millions losing coverage to save on federal spending?

In the context of Trump-era tax cut agendas and GOP fiscal goals, there is a deeper tension at play: the drive to lower taxes (especially for high earners) often requires offsetting cuts somewhere, and social programs like Medicaid and ACA subsidies are frequent targets.

The CBO, KFF, and other independent watchdogs have made the tradeoffs plain. One side warns of fiscal restraint (while cutting taxes for higher earners); the other warns of human cost and of the unsustainable systemic cost of millions of people losing coverage.

It’s hard to imagine arguing in favor of the former at the expense of the latter under the guise of fiscal responsibility.

What’s certain is this: the outcomes won’t be abstract. They’ll show up in hospital closures, family budgets, and community health — not in the scare stories about “free care for illegals.”

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Cover Letter for Short Literary Fiction

I suppose “literary” is aspirational until someone publishes the story. Why does the word aspirational make me think of Yeti coolers?

Here’s a redacted cover letter I just sent out with a short piece I’m particularly fond/proud of. (Proud/fond of the story; the cover letter is functional, honest, and sincere, and I’m just sharing it here in case anyone finds it helpful OR if anyone has suggestions.)

Dear Editors,

Please consider my story, [Title]for publication in [Journal]. At just under [Word Count], it [Brief Description].

My work has appeared in Appalachian Review, The Shore, Hobart, Brevity, Belt Magazine, and VIA: Voices in Italian Americana, among others, and has been nominated for the Pushcart Prize. I hold an MFA in Creative Writing from The New School.

Thank you for considering this submission. I have long admired [Something Meaningful, and, most importantly, Something True].

[Salutation],

[Name]

Good luck, writers!

Now That We’re All Talking About Oasis

Here’s a little thing from when I was 32. I’m 45 now. I was 17 when Be Here Now came out. I ran down to the record store (for real) and bought it the day of its US release, played it in the car from Toones Records to the Allentown Fairground where I was about to start my shift at the Fair. It was only a few blocks, so I didn’t get through the whole record. I think “My Big Mouth” was in my head all day. Afterwards, I went to my gf’s house and listened to the rest.

In this re-shared post from 2012, I said sure, it may have been something of a misfire. Friends, I was hedging. It was awesome. It is awesome. It didn’t just get me through my senior year; it may have saved my life.

For a really brilliant look at Oasis then and now, check out Steve Zeitchik:

https://www.hollywoodreporter.com/music/music-features/oasis-gallaghers-met-life-concert-1236358264/

It’s Not Really about Colbert or Kimmel

Colbert and Kimmel will now likely have bigger audiences than ever. But if you don’t like them, I guess you can be happy they no longer have the increasingly popular platform of…broadcast network TV…?

I don’t have big personal stakes in who gets to have late night shows. I don’t even know that these are issues of free speech. ABC and CBS are part of massive conglomerates who fear losing a penny of profit over all else.

Perhaps that’s the kind of culture late stage capitalism creates. Entertainment, art, whatever you want to call it, isn’t mediated by tastes or norms or political insights or even fidelity to things we used to agree on. It’s mediated and moderated by the almighty buck.

The same thing is happening in other spheres, too. Academia. Medicine. Politics.

I suppose there are people who will take the news about Kimmel as some kind of win. Imagine if he had suggested euthanizing homeless people against their will? No one with a national platform would ever say something like that, right?

And if they did there would be dire consequences, right?

If you’re reading this post and thinking it’s just some sort of screed for one side over the other I’m afraid you’ve missed the point.

It’s highly suspect that Kimmel is being punished for comments that are nowhere near as incendiary as Brian Kilmeade’s. But our vulnerable populations don’t have huge platforms. They don’t own affiliate networks. They don’t donate to election cycles.

But the people who care about them do at least some of these things.

Solutions will not come from winning arguments on Facebook or on late night television. But sometimes things just seem so incredibly stupid that we come here to vent, we come here to ask questions we come here to try to process the incongruity, the cognitive dissonance, the transparent unfairness. The misaligned priorities, the actions that don’t square with words.

But the antibodies we need? Those will probably only be developed in community and only if community includes people who don’t all look, speak, think alike; who don’t have all the same backgrounds and the same socioeconomic stories.

I don’t care who does or doesn’t have a talk show. I don’t care who wins an argument on Facebook or in general.

I do care that we stop getting rewarded with dopamine hits and that massive corporations stop getting rewarded with ad revenue in this death spiral race to the bottom.

And by the way, I do not think in terms of sides. I think about ideas and I think that some sets of ideas are better than others. Some sets of ideas are likely to produce a better, safer, healthier society. Other sets of ideas are likely to do the opposite.

As long as people are marginalized, pushed aside, treated differently for no justifiable reason I will continue to be pissed. I will continue to think about what it meant for Jesus to overturn a marketplace that had been erected in what was supposed to be a house of prayer. I will continue to think about what John Steinbeck meant when he said now that you don’t have to be perfect you’re free to be good, or about what Debs said about as long as there’s a lower class I am in it, or about what Carl Sandburg said about any of number of things, or what MLK said or what Howard Thurman said and above all about what the holy spirit is saying right now.

That’s it, that’s all, that’s enough.